WoW

I love World of Warcraft....sooo much...I just wish I didn't have to pay.. I have re-created trial accounts with different emails (duh) at least 15 times...its sucks. the highest level I ever got was 14.. I really want to be able to play it without worries about losing it because I forgot to pay the last month or something...I don't like saying this because it doesn't actually sound like a good thing but WoW is like an escape...you can get so sucked in its like your actually a part of the horde or the alliance (HORDE RULES!) I remember feeling so proud that I was an honored member of the Tauran tribe..I felt like i had done some good deeds...after reaching maybe level 12 i did some major exploring and it was totally awesome. I found a lava pit and a rain forest that was beautiful. some thing I see in the game are like things I would see in a dream. they are beautiful...and the under water city?! so cool!! but its mostly a battle ground and there are always those survivors that try to kill you which sucks...being in trial mode I don't often see other players unless I am in a huge city but I cant talk to them...it kinda sucks... I don't know why? maybe I set it to the wrong thing when I downloaded the game....either way...I love this game...sometimes I wish I was really there..fighting for my tribe or seeing the world.....having an adventure and being part of something much bigger...of course I mean maybe a world like that or something...so it would look like real life kinda....maybe if it looked like the animation they use in the trailers..that would be cool....I guess I just think this because my life is the opposite.... I'm stuck in one place...I have to wait forever to do anything...I can't do much on my own..and I am just I person out of almost 7 billion...I'm not very important in the grand scheme of things....sounds really depressing right?.....